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This parable has 3 characters:
→ a manager
→ his boss (a rich man)
→ debtors to the rich man

The manager is about to lose his position because his boss found out that he has been "wasting his goods". But before he gets fired, he finds his boss's debtors and tells them to write down a lower amount than what they actually owe. He gets on their good side and gains friends, so when he loses his job he has places to go to. His boss finds out what the manager has been doing and it says, "the master commended the dishonest manager because he had acting shrewdly" (v. 8).

Confused, I searched for commentaries and videos. The main message I'm getting from this parable is that Jesus is using a dishonest manager to show a number of characteristics we shouldn't do and then from verses 9-15 teaches us what to actually do. 


Man in the parable
1) He's smart with money but is deceitful. 
2) He prepares for the future knowing that he's going to lose his position.
3) He makes friends so when he does lose his job he has friends that will help him. "I know what I'll do so that, when I lost my job here, people will welcome me into their houses" (v. 4). 

But he's doing all this to benefit himself. He's selfish, deceitful, and zealous for all the wrong reasons. I love how Jesus tells this parable when a group of Pharisees are listening because the manager basically represents them. "The Pharisees, who loved money, heard all this and were sneering at Jesus" (v. 14).

In the second part of the parable Jesus says, "For the people of this world are more shrewd in dealing with their own kind than the people of the light."

People of this world = those who are still in the darkness
People of the light = saved, disciples

"If we pursued the Kingdom of God with the same vigor and zeal that the children of this world pursue profits and pleasure, we would live in an entirely different world."
We need to be more zealous than those in the world when it comes to our walk with God!

He transitions into teaching them about "true riches". Being good with money doesn't matter if it doesn't have an eternal focus.
Jesus uses a dishonest man to show what we should do instead.

1) Be smart with your what you're given. "“Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much. So if you have not been trustworthy in handling worldly wealth, who will trust you with true riches?" (v. 10-11).
→ Know what you need and know what you can give.
→ If we can't even handle what God is giving us on Earth how can we handle what we're given in the Kingdom!
2) Prepare for the eternal future. "I tell you, use worldly wealth to gain friends for yourselves, so that when it is gone, you will be welcomed into eternal dwellings."
→ Are you remembering that we have an eternal home and that we should be focusing our money on eternal investments?
→ Not only will we lose our possessions but we will also lose our position here on Earth, and as disciples we have a position as an ambassador of Christ. 
→ The man knew that he was going to lose his job, so he prepared for his future living situation. As disciples are we preparing for our life after this one?
→ Are you preparing others for the future that is to come?
3) Make friends. "I tell you, use worldly wealth to gain friends for yourselves, so that when it is gone, you will be welcomed into eternal dwellings" (v. 9).
→ the man in the parable made friends to fulfill his own needs, but Jesus is telling us to use money to help each other rather than helping ourselves.
→ It also reminded me of the verse where disciples were meeting each other's needs,"They sold property and possessions to give to anyone who had need" (Acts 2:45)

Irony ?
When the rich man finds out what the manager was doing he "commends the dishonest manager because he had done wisely"(v. 8 KJV). 
Or in NIV it uses the word "shrewd" which means, "taking advantage of hidden opportunities.
But would a boss really be complimenting someone who is stealing his money?
Perhaps this was irony for the Pharisees practicing deceit to benefit themselves + stealing money, to show that God will never say, "good job you're smart."

No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.” Luke 16:13

Reflection: 
This was an interesting parable to dissect and learn. It convicted me because I felt like I sounded like the dishonest manager. God has given me a position as a disciple as His ambassador and the gift of the Holy Spirit, and there are some days where I do feel like I'm "wasting his goods". How am I using what God has given me? If I can't even take care of the small tasks/gifts how can I take care of the big ones yet to come?

Something as simple as doing well in school, having good time management, doing simple Bible studies with friends are things I should be doing with zeal! 

This video helped explain the parable for me.
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"Are not five sparrows sold for two pennies? Yet not one of them is forgotten by God. Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." 
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I've always loved Luke 12:6-7, but I wondered, 
"why sparrows?"
I understood the fact that sparrows were common, cheap birds (five sparrows for two pennies is pretty darn cheap), but I wanted to dig deeper.
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Sparrows are one of the most common birds in the world, a normal shade of brown, and they eat anything they can find such as grain and weeds. Millions of them are found around the world that they became agricultural pests.
"Common species are, almost by definition, a bother, damaging and in their sheer numbers, ugly" (Dunn). They're even described as "a kind of brown-winged rat".

Sparrows are ignored by scientist who would rather study more rare birds, and hated by birdwatchers since they're a threat to other birds species (such as the bluebird). 
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Sparrows were such a bother to Mao Zedong that he deemed them as one of the four “great” pests of his regime and ordered them to be eradicated along with rats, mosquitoes and flies. (Dunn).
Believing that sparrows were the main cause of agricultural depletion (since they ate grain and grain seeds), he ordered people to kill every sparrow in sight. People started banging pans to get rid of sparrows, killing them, smashing their nests, and eggs. Thus starting "The Great Sparrow Wars."

Chinese Poster of The Great Sparrow War
Yup, an actual poster of The Great Sparrow Wars

Too many sparrows were killed to the point the ecological balance was skewed. Not enough sparrows were eating insects and now the insects were devouring the crops, "resulting in a famine with more than 35,000,000 people dying of starvation" (The Fat Finch). Mao Zedong put an end to the war.
When sparrows were introduced in America, "an Indiana newspaper declared in 1883, “Let them all be killed" (The Fat Finch).

To sum it up, apparently no one likes sparrows.
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Then I just thought, "Wow, I did not realize how hated sparrows were."
Yet God says, "not one of them is forgotten by Him."
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In verses 4 & 5, Jesus is saying this to His disciples because they were constantly afraid of persecutors that tried to imprison and even kill them. Jesus is trying to tell His disciples how much God values them. "Those who are persecuted are tempted to give in to the feeling that they are worthless and no one cares for them." He used this example of a sparrow; a bird hated so much, to show that if God cares about each and every sparrow how much more does He care about us!
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I'm guilty of disregarding sparrows are common, boring, brown birds. But now every time I look at them I am reminded of God's amazing love. You who are so small and disregarded by both animals and humans are still so valuable to our Creator. He knows where you go and when you fall. He feeds you and cares for you. Not a single one is forgotten.


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The verse started to have more impact on me. If a common bird like sparrows with little importance and worth to the world are so valuable to God, then I can't imagine how much God thinks about us! We are even created in God's image, fearfully and wonderfully made. We are the reason why Jesus came to Earth to die on the cross, He didn't die for sparrows but for us. Our Creator wanted to be with us so badly He sent His only Son. We are never forgotten, we are so valuable in the eyes of our Creator.



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References
https://enduringword.com/bible-commentary/luke-12/
https://www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/the-story-of-the-most-common-bird-in-the-world-113046500/
https://fatfinch.wordpress.com/2008/07/14/the-great-sparrow-wars/



Extra:
Another random thing came into my mind. It's interesting that sparrows were persecuted almost everywhere they were and Mao Zedong literally tried to kill them all. It wasn't until he killed almost all of them that he realizes that the sparrows were helping the crops rather than harming them. It's almost like an analogy to those persecuting disciples of Jesus. Persecutors thought Jesus and His followers were pests, but they're actually helping people leave their life of sin. Hmmm... maybe that comparison is a little too far-fetched, maybe? But my goodness I can't believe a famine started because of killing all the sparrows.
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Dear Lord,

Last night I cried as I wrote down in my journal what was on my heart.
Scared, anxious, ashamed, insecure...
As I wrote down my insecurities and everything that I was struggling with (such as self-reliance, codependency, jealousy, impurity etc...) I kept being reminded, "Lord You know exactly how I feel, You understand."

Lord, how could You send Your Son here where He suffered temptation and died for our sins? How can You love us so much? I could question Your love for hours.
But when I'm questioning You it's like I'm going up to Jesus on the cross and asking Him, "but do You really love me?" Of course You love me Lord, of course You do. 

But it's those moments when I'm a mess; I wonder ... how can You still love me?

There were a lot of things You have revealed in my heart this year Lord. So many things I had to confront.
I sat there in tears. I really didn't want to deny myself, it's so much easier to pretend everything is okay and stuff away the ugliness in the back of my heart. I was anxious, afraid, and definitely prideful.
In tears I told You, "but Lord it's so hard."
I felt like You were telling me, "I know it's hard, and I know you can do it."

I ended up writing 4 pages on what I've been struggling with for the past few months.
I felt useless and questioned if You could really use me for Your plans. I felt discouraged when people I invited to Bible Talk don't show up and when I couldn't join/lead Bible studies.

"Is something wrong with me?" Again the feelings suffocate me: insecure, lonely, insignificant, and worthless. There were mornings where I didn't feel like there was a point to get out of bed. Even though sisters reassured and encouraged me about how I felt, I still struggled. I shamed and compared myself to others and thought I had to take on a certain persona to be liked. But through all that, You revealed so much in my heart.

You showed me that I confuse worldly standards with Your love. The world tells us that our value is in our achievements and works. But I'm valuable to You even when I'm a mess. You love me simply for me. You don't expect me to do anything.

I realized a childhood memory kept replaying in my mind like a broken record. In 3rd grade I showed my mom my progress report that had 4 B's. She was disappointed in me and ignored me that day. I felt unloved and abandoned (although I'm pretty sure she didn't).

Then I realized that I've been confusing that with Your love. I started to think that if I'm not getting "spiritual A's" then You will love me less, be disappointed, and ignore me.

Even though I was crying a storm, I felt peace. I surrendered it all to You. I truly started to understand that every test and trial happens for a reason.

Perhaps You allowed a season of fruitlessness to show me Your love. Maybe You did it to make me realize that You love me even if I don't do anything for You.

I'm still struggling with competitiveness, comparing myself, and the mindset of "less than best isn't enough," but I know You will refine me Lord.

"I do not need to perform any more to let Him accept me - He already showed His acceptance by dying on the cross. I am accepted for who I am, not what I do. God accepted me not because I am the best, but [because] I am His daughter" (Xin's Story, Secure in Heart by Robin Weidner).

You are my rock, my solid foundation, and my refiner. I pray that You will continue to reveal and refine all that's in my heart and that I will remember to stay secure in Your love.


Love,
Angelina



P.S. I'm still struggling to get out of bed. Maybe it's because I was crying past midnight and ended up going to bed at 3 a.m. (whoops). But I woke up to bright, white snow covering all the trees like in Narnia. It was a pleasant sight as the sky began to clear up and you could see the wind blowing snow off the trees. Thank You for reminding me of Your beauty and glory.


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I was rereading Mark this afternoon and a particular passage tugged my heart.
Mark 5:18-20 says, As Jesus was getting into the boat, the man who had been demon-possessed begged to go with him. Jesus did not let him, but said, “Go home to your own people and tell them how much the Lord has done for you, and how He has had mercy on you.”

When God says no…

I was thinking about how this man was feeling. He begged to go with Jesus, but Jesus did not let him. Have you ever prayed about something so much but the answer was no? I have, many times.

The man must’ve felt so disappointed to be replied with “no, go home". Tagging along with Jesus was every disciples' dream, especially since Jesus saved him from his demon possession. If I were him I would’ve been thinking: Why was I not chosen to do this? Maybe it’s because I’m not good enough. But why did Jesus say no? Isn’t following Him a great request?

"I’m sure it was hard for Jesus to tell him no, but he did. Why? Because there was a greater purpose in him staying behind” (Tuper). 

The man responded in obedience. Maybe he was discouraged or bitter at first but that didn't stop him from surrendering to God's will. In verse 20 it says, "So the man went away and began to tell in the Decapolis how much Jesus had done for him. And all the people were amazed.” The Decapolis literally means “the ten cities,” mainly Greeks who lived there. Although it doesn’t specify, we could assume this man was a Gentile if going to Decapolis meant going home. By giving him this mission, this man was able to do what the apostles couldn’t do at the moment and through his testimony, "all the people were amazed."

An Adventure Everywhere...

Then I just sat and thought, “wow, this man went through 10 cities alone to tell people about Jesus" (it doesn't say in the Bible that he went to all 10 cities but I'd like to imagine that he did).

An adventure isn’t limited to one location. 
Of course going on a cool adventure with the Son of God sounds more exciting than going home, but following Jesus in His journey wasn't the only way for him to be a follower; the same way becoming a missionary isn't the only way to reach out to people. Everywhere we are is our mission field. You don't need to wait to be somewhere to share your faith; it can be at work, school, or even at home. Our mission right now could simply be the people closest to us. 

But this wasn't a boring task; the man turned it into an adventure. He went through these cities sharing his faith. I wonder how many friends he made along the way and the places he visited? Am I utilizing my location and resources to make my faith sharing an adventure?

We need to respond the same way the demon possessed man responded after being freed from his sufferings: overjoyed and compelled to tell everyone. I
t felt like God was telling me, "be My witness wherever you are". 

Uniquely Designed Witness 

This man had a testimony that none of the apostles had, and the apostles had testimonies that the demon-possessed man didn't have. Each one of us has a story about how we came to know Christ. He had a culture that was different, one that able to reach the Gentiles. It wasn't until Christ's ascension that the Apostles (Paul and Peter I think?) started missions to reach out to the Gentiles. I'm sure that the demon-possessed man helped a lot by planting seeds in their hearts.

Are you reaching out to the people God has placed in your life? Who are the people around you now that don't know the Good News? How many of my friends and family have I not reached out to yet?

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Go home to your own people and tell them how much the Lord has done for you" convicted me. 

Not about who we are in the world, but who we are in Christ

I love the similarities this story has to the Samaritan woman, "Many of the Samaritans from that town believed in him because of the woman's testimony" (John 4:39).
Jesus chose people that the world deemed as useless and nobodies to show that our strength does not lie in what we possess but that He could use anyone to show His strength. Jesus had a tax collector and fishermen as His chosen men. Jesus told a Samaritan woman first that He was the Messiah (women were second-class citizens and Samaritans were outcasts). A demon-possessed man who used to live in darkness became a shining witness in the Decapolis. Jesus doesn't just see our sins and shortcomings, He sees our potential to grow and change through Him. It’s not about who we are in the world, but who we are in Christ.

It makes my heart so full knowing that every rejection is for a greater purpose not yet seen.

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I have seen the sparrow
I have watched it fly
Though she does not worry
Tell me why should I?

I have seen the lily dancing with the wind
Open to the sunshine
Open to the rain
Dressed in all her beauty
Given what she needs

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